Sunday, July 24, 2011

ARS - Do IT Or Die

Atlanta Rhythm Section

Don't let your troubles make you cry
Don't waste a moment wonderin' why
When everything goes wrong
You have to go on and do it or die

Do it or die now stand your ground
Don't let your bad breaks go gettin' you down
Even when times get rough and you've had enough
You still gotta try

Do it no matter what the people say
They don't even know you
Die before you let them stand in your way
Don't you know that

You should know that life is a gamble all along
Winners are losers who keep rollin' on
So go on and roll the dice you only live twice
Do it or die

Do it no matter what the people say
They don't even know you
Die before you let them stand in your way
Don't you know that

I know that life is a gamble all along
Winners are losers who keep rollin' on
So go on and roll the dice you only live twice
So do it or die

You got nothin' to lose just go on
Roll the dice you only live twice
Do it or die







R.I.P. Ronnie. 

Monday, July 18, 2011

One thing explained ? Revisited

I have just had a couple of interesting days. Oh? you ask (lol). It had to do with a post by one contact, where I had to lie ... yes, I said lie ... on how I met her. The instructions were to post it once I answered the request. And as with any writing challenge, whether it be a story or a poem, I have to feel it to do it, so it did take me a few hours to honor the request. Then I posted my own, got a couple good stories, one was re-posted on their site (to which I haven't repLIED yet lol) and another got her start from others. Taking what Sue put on my post, I touched upon her repLIE and ran with it .. same direction but different.

Which got the person that I got the post from, and I talking about the writers challenge group I once belonged to, and enjoyed while life was getting in the way. Digging out those stories for her, I was going through some of my older blogs before her and I became friends. And I came across a particular one.

I don't know if you visit my site itself, or read anything I post via the panorama feature of the inbox, but if you visit my site on a tab, have you ever noticed what the tab itself says?

Go on. I'll give you a minute in case you don't (haha)

When I first got to Multiply, my site title was not going to be Patti. Nope. Nothing to do whether I like the name or not. My site title was going to represent the journey I had been undertaking since I was about 43. I would say 'last year' but some of you have known me much too long here to get away with that one hahaha

Until a day or two ago, all it said was Lace. And yes, if you look at my site itself, you won't see it. 0px in the CSS code works wonders for that trick. You can only see it when viewing it as a tab. At present, it says Lace's Journey. 

While I was over at Yahoo! 360, I had done up a blog about how "Lace" came about. When I landed here on the shore of MPLand, I transferred over the blog. Then one day, I tried to edit it .. make it more readable or something .. and totally wiped it out except for the picture. So I had to re-do it in a new blog. 

I was reading it tonight, checked the viewing history, and realized that I didn't know most of you when I redid the blog. 

Well? Just in case you had ever noticed the tab said Lace instead of Patti and wondered why, this will tell you. 


Just remember, it was a few years ago that I made the original blog, and it was a few years later that I redid it, after screwing up the imported blog. hmmmm I just took a peek through the media locker, and the date of my first few blogs that I transferred over from Y! 360 the hard way (the import tool wasn't into being yet) was Nov. 14 '07. I'm here not quite four years yet ? wow That post doesn't say when I posted it originally though. No matter. I know how old I am hahaha 



PAY VERY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THESE INSTRUCTIONS: I would like you to comment about how you met me. But I want you to LIE. That's right, just make it up. After you comment, copy this to your own page, so I can do the same. I dare you lol

PAY VERY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THESE INSTRUCTIONS: I would like you to comment about how you met me. But I want you to LIE. That's right, just make it up. After you comment, copy this to your own page, so I can do the same. I dare you lol

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Sunset Thinking




Sunset Thinking

Do you ever watch the sunset
And just sit and think about things
Just you and the sky and darkness
Giving your thoughts some wings
Perhaps you've got some troubles
And don't know what to do
Or you just plain need to get away
To spend a little time with you
Sunset beauty makes you feel as though
Your life has meaning after all
To see a sight so extraordinary
Makes you feel capable, srong and tall
It’s funny how flashes of color
Like a sunset or sunrise can inspire
It can calm your inner self a bit
It’s a scene you can never tire 
The serenity gives you a chance
To put things in perspective
Life can be overwhelming at times
And a sunrise can be reflective
So when the sky lights up next time
Let your gaze do some drinking
Soak up and the amazing sights
And do some sunset thinking! 

Marilyn Lott

Shhhh .... I think I'm being ignored

Shhhh .... I think I'm being ignored

I feel like being silly ...












What can I say? I felt like a good chuckle at quarter to five in the morning. Guess I shouldn't have that nap before I took the kid to the drive-in movie theater Saturday night hahaha 

Friday, July 15, 2011

An update ...

I am so lucky on so many levels to have a good natured son that I never ever want to take advantage of the fact he'll forgive me almost anything. Even this afternoon nonsense, he seems to be taking it in stride at the moment as I had explained to him that I had no choice but to work at least three afternoons a week until school kicks in. Yeah, I did promise him that IF this outfit doesn't cough up two morning shift runs by the end of the summer, I will go back to the school bus and keep this other job as the extra mad money job. 

But with the way it all happened, is it fair ? No. I hate that I have to walk out the door at 1:30 in the afternoon and leave him to fend for himself. For some reason, even though the number of hours are the same as the morning shift, it seems to be so much worse doing afternoons. Leaving him alone during dinner and into the evening. I'm not home long when he shuffles off to bed. I told my friend Jean that I really resented the fact that the Prez, my immediate boss, and Miss Prissy are at home enjoying a freshly cooked healthy meal while my son has to settle for microwaved reheated leftovers or canned pasta and sandwiches. 

The boss said one day that the other drivers are upset with what 'she' did to me. I just said it's nice to know but doesn't do me an ounce of good. And when you think about it, anybody junior to her is fair game, knowing that the bosses will let her bump them whenever the mood strikes her, and they probably realize it. 

This boss, and the office manager, both called me last Friday night when I was on the phone with my friend Jean. Call waiting display works wonders. I chose to not interrupt one phone call for another. When I retrieved the messages after 11, both were calling to see if I could work a shift on Saturday. Oh well, no big deal. I couldn't have done a Saturday afternoon shift anyways. Billy and I had a date. Besides, if I was willing to work a fourth afternoon shift, I might as well have stayed with four nights a week instead of doing just three. 

The phone rings the next morning at ten to six. Yep, that would be a.m. I was too tired to see who it was, let alone answer it. When I got up later and checked the missed call, it was the boss (that I want to run over lol). He calls just a few minutes later. To get him out of my hair and to quit bugging me, I answered it. He wanted to know if I wanted to work the afternoon shift but because he couldn't get a hold of me, he found someone else. Well, gee, I wouldn't have worked it anyways. He then went on to say that they were in a pinch at the last minute. Oh? Yeah, Joe had been scheduled to work the morning shift but Miss Prissy (my friend Jean's name for her) decided to 'bump' him and he quit on the spot !! 

Surprise, surprise. I saw that coming and you didn't? 

I had emailed the Prez when I got bumped that the precedent had been set and the fun is just beginning. Sure enough. That's twice since Miss Prissy has tried the bump thing and screwing over a junior driver. She tried to bump me out of a July 1st morning shift (my last one too) because she didn't want to work that night. Too bad, so sad. I emailed everybody on that one and said I would not switch with her, being my last week of mornings. Bump a week later and we have a driver quit. Who's next ? Me? Quite possibly. I have decided to take the last week of August off as holidays, so when I finish my shift Aug 25th, I will come home and email the three bosses (Prez included) that as of September 1st (Sept 6 would have been my next working shift), I will not be working anymore afternoon shifts through the week. I haven't decided whether to pack it in altogether or just stay on for the odd shift on the weekend until I get something else to replace it. All depends on what happens over the summer, which way I go. I had entertained the thought that if I can put up with it as a part time weekend thing until he retires, then I might go back to full time if there was a spot available. Unless the Prez finally sets things to right, gets this guy to stop with the nonsense, retire, or make the office manager the driver liaison.  

The other thing this boss is trying to do is get the driver that was hired just before me fired. The stories and the attitude towards her are just pathetic. I don't know if he's doing it because she is friends with the office manager, whom he hates with a passion, or, as I suspect, it's to get her out the door so there is nothing stopping me from getting the next available morning shift. Know what sweetheart? I don't want it under those circumstances. She is a good driver and is great with the passengers. She's got a lot more patience and friendliness to them than I do. Even though I try very hard, I still get asinine complaints. She's had two. I had five in one week !!

Okay, granted, I was a tad upset when I topped the hill just through the gates on my second last morning shift and saw what I saw, why she bumped me, so I did throw my stuff out of the bus after doing the paperwork. I had three customers on board and I had asked them permission if they minded I take them to do the switch instead of dropping them off first and they were fine with it. So it wasn't like I was upset with them. They just didn't know the stuff that had been going on and what I was having to deal with behind the scenes. The boss came to me the next day and said he got three complaints about me throwing my stuff out of the bus the day before.

What ?? Okay, I can see where one might have called but all three ?? Human nature is that not all three would have UNLESS provoked to do so. And supposedly, they called him directly on his cell phone. Riiiiiiiite. When the company's office number is plastered all over the bus itself ? I doubt they called him without provocation or she called him, mentioning I had three passengers on the bus when I threw my stuff out, and he made it sound like they called him. I wanted to apologize to those passengers in such a way as to find out if they did call, but I haven't seen them. And that was just a couple days after he came to me to say that he's had calls about me not being friendly (am so, I always greet the customers friendly when they get on and when they get off) and calls about how I'm not talkative. Well !! Gee whiz J, I thought I was there to do a job and I would think the customers would complain more IF I was so busy yapping that I totally didn't see them and drove right past them without picking them up ! Then he would have a reason to come to me about a concern.  

Then, while I was in an email discussion with the Prez (as he's still out of the country), the only thing he mentions being told about me is that I have a lead foot. He's never heard of any other complaints. hmmmm interesting. Okay, I do have a lead foot at times, but in my own personal vehicle, not the company one. My emails to him were along the lines of why he should retire this boss of ours, without coming out and saying that. I just felt he really had to know what we were dealing with back home. Okay, I get where he might have not wanted to commit himself one way or the other about it, but the one email I got back from him suggested I just show him some allowances as he is old and will retire on his own soon enough. Yeah? Before he drags the company down and the town won't renew your contract in two years time? He could do a lot of damage in those two years as he doesn't know when to keep his mouth shut to non-employees about what he thinks of the office manager, what our personal business is, and all the turmoil that is within the company itself. But it isn't his fault .. none of it !! 

I have this countdown going. As of today, and taking the last week off, I have 18 more weekday afternoon shifts. When emailing my friend Jean, her return email had me down to 15 days (take the last two weeks off Patricia she says) and at the end of her email, she had me down to 14. After I called her on that Breaking News Story email, I told her that if she keeps it up, I won't be working past July 20th or somewhere around there lol 

My cell phone is one of those pay-as-you-go things. I got it ohhhh about 6 or 7 years ago when my van broke down in the middle of nowhere, about 9 pm, and I had to baby it for about 8 miles to get to a pay phone. Not good at all. So I got this phone the next day, for emergencies. Old vehicles are prone to break down when they get tired. My cell phone eventually involved calling home to check on Billy when I was out doing a school charter. I eventually gave it to that boss and he's never abused it. If he couldn't get me at home and it was really really important, then he would call my cell phone, otherwise he wouldn't call it. I just had to remember to top it up with air time by a certain date or lose whatever balance I had left. 

This transit boss ? He calls for the stupidest things. Doesn't matter if I'm home or not, he calls my cell phone. I don't have to worry about topping up before a certain date as my minutes don't last long enough. I have to top up long before. I'm lucky if a $25 top up lasts me three weeks, where it's meant to last two months !! Anyhoo, I keep my phone off most of the time, turning it on when I need to use it or if I am expecting a call for some reason, so I didn't have my phone on since I finished work last Thursday night, over the weekend. Tuesday night, I turn it on to call and check on Billy and I had three messages waiting for me ! Yep, the two that called my home Friday night, not reaching me, called my cell phone and left messages. The boss called Tuesday night while I was working and left a message about the bus going to the repair shop next Monday (injector issues). Sure enough, those three messages killed whatever little bit of air time I had left and I could not call Billy. While I am on afternoons, my cell phone is my only life line to Billy. He will not answer the phone by any other number. Only when my cell phone number shows up. So pay phones and borrowing a cell phone is out of the question. I NEED MY MINUTES. So, finding myself out of air time and being peeved about it is putting it mildly.

On a bright note, I haven't seen hide nor hair of the man, other than him leaving messages on two different phones. Wednesday night, he called and left a message (I had gone out and got more air time before work) where he says 'call me'. Oh for pete's sake. With the idea to get him to quit bugging me, I tried calling him back. Got his voice mail *rolls eyes*. Didn't leave a message and tried again a half hour later. Got his voice mail again. Screw this. I never tried again and he hasn't called me since, so couldn't have been too important.

My friend Jean suggests I look at the time I did spend working full time (three months) for this outfit a good thing in what I accomplished while doing so. And she's right. I managed to pay my mom the money I owed her, almost two grand, in full ! And that is HUGE in that with the school bus, it would have taken me a while, definitely. And I still was able to keep on top of all my bills. So, while I will miss making that kind of a pay, going back to the school bus will keep my sanity, or what's left of it, intact.      

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Breaking News Story !!!!

We present this live, breaking news story live from Wasaga Beach.  We are on the scene now where an alleged vehicular homicide has just occurred in the early evening hours.  This incident involves a transit bus and what has been described to us as an operations manager who did not posses any people skills.  It has been stated that this problem may well have lead to this occurrence today.  It appears to be a case of disgruntled staff here.  We are unable to confirm the name of the deceased, but we were able to interview several former employees of this bus line.  The gentleman is described by his former employees as being rather rough around the edges, an idiot and several other descriptive definitions which we are unable to air on our family program.  It has been reported that he has the demeanour of a rabid farm animal.  Some are calling this act a blessing while others are simply in shock.  Police have had to escort several staff members off the scene because they kept poking and prodding the deceased.  One husband of a current staff member was restrained from kicking the man.  They describe the driver behind the wheel as a calm and quiet lady.  It is difficult to see from our perspective here behind the police tape, but it would appear to us that she is rather jovial.  Our camera crew was shooed away by the OPP on site, but we were able to capture this single image.  We will bring you more as it becomes available.



My friend Jean sent me an email to find when I got home and she had me howling with this story. I laughed so hard I had tears running down my face. Of course, it didn't matter it was 11 pm, I just HAD to call her and thank her. What a great way to end my work week. I guess you can figure out what her nickname for that boss of mine is LOL And if you aren't sure, OPP stands for Ontario Provincial Police. 

Friday, July 8, 2011

INSTALLATION OF THE HEART DRIVE


CUSTOMER: I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install now. What do I do first?

COMPUTER STORE REP: The first step is to,open your HEART. Are you able to locate it?

CUSTOMER: Yes, I have, but there are several programmes running right now. Is it OK to install when these are still running?

CS REP: What are the programmes running right now?

CUSTOMER: Let me see.... I have PASTHURT.HTZ, and LOWESTEEM.SYS, GRUDGE.BIN, and RESENTMENT.BAK all running right now.

CS REP: No problem. The LOVE programme on your new HEART DRIVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.HTZ from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent MEMORY, but it will no longer disrupt other programmes. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.SYS with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.SYS. However, you may have to comepletely turn off GRUDGE.BIN and RESENTMENT.BAK. Those programmes prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you see a way to turn those off?

CUSTOMER: No, I can't. Can you tell me how?

CS REP: OK, my pleasure. Go to the START menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many time as is necessary until GRUDGE.BIN and RESENTMENT.BAK have been completely erased.

CUSTOMER: Okay, I've done that. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

CS REP: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will continually install itself for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

CUSTOMER: Yes, I do. Is it completely installed now?

CS REP: Yes, but remember that you only have the base programme. You need to begin connecting to other HEART DRIVES in order to get the upgrades.

CUSTOMER: Oh, no!! I have an ERROR message already. What should I do?

CS REP: What does the message say?

CUSTOMER: It says, "ERROR 412 -PROGRAMME NOT RUNNING ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS" What does that mean?

CS REP: Don't worry. That's a common problem. It means that your LOVE programme is set up to run on external HEART DRIVES but has not been run on your own HEART DRIVE yet. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means that you have to "LOVE" your own machine before it can really "LOVE" others.

CUSTOMER: So what should I do?

CS REP: Can you find the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE.VIZ" ?

CUSTOMER: Yes, I have it.

CS REP: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

CUSTOMER: Thank you.

CS REP: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVENESS,DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and will begin patching any faulty programmes. Also you will need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your RECYCLE.BIN afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

CUSTOMER: OK, I got all that. Hey!! My HEARTDRIVE is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.EXE, PEACE.EXE and CONTENTMENT.EXE are copying themselves all over my HEART.

CS REP: Then LOVE is installed and is running correctly. You should be able to handle it from here on. One more thing before I go....

CUSTOMER: Yes?

CS REP: I want to be sure that you understand that LOVE is FREEWARE. Be sure to give it, in its various modules, to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and you may even receive some really neat, unexpected modules and files in return.

CUSTOMER: OK. I will share it freely. Thank you so much for your help. Bye.

CS REP: Bye.


by Lynne Hussar


Monday, July 4, 2011

Here I am ...

This is the first week of being forced onto afternoons. And being that I told them I could not work Monday nights for the summer, I'm not working today. And of course, today is no different than when I did the school bus until the last day of the year as I'm out of the routine and feeling antsy. I should be doing something. Anything.

So I did a whole pile of housework yesterday, leaving washing the floors for today. So far though, they're feeling neglected. I'll get at them in a bit.

This afternoon nonsense was originally going to start last week, but I had sent that email out saying I couldn't do Monday nights or July 1st, leaving me with the three days only. It would have been only two days except I had to reschedule Billy's dental appointment. The third time I've had to reschedule it too ! Now that it's set for later in July, I'm wondering what surprises are in store so that I have to reschedule it a fourth time ! Awww won't happen. I'll just take the day off if it comes to that.

So now I'm off Mondays and Fridays for the summer. John sent an email to the Prez and office manager that it would be for a three month trial (into September) when I told him he didn't give me three months on the morning shift so he's not getting three months of this crap. Not sure if he realized where I was going when I said that. He'll find out in about a month and a half.

I had talked to Billy a few times about this afternoon stuff and I told him I had no choice. I just hope it's not too hard on him. This week will be the first week and definitely a trial run for the rest of the summer.

But here are my plans ... IF there is nothing written in concrete that there will be two morning positions opening up in the very VERY near future, I will just tell these yo-yo's that I CANNOT continue to do afternoons for the rest of my life waiting for an empty promise to happen and I'll go back to the school bus through the week. Tony (the school bus boss) has been very kind and patient. Not only did he understand why I was jumping ship to go full time elsewhere, he has even guaranteed me a full time run with the school bus in September if I go back. He didn't take me off the books, so to speak, so I still have my eight years in, and will go into my ninth year with this company. I'll just do the other thing on weekends like I did before.

The other thought I had too ... IF somewhere down the road, the Stayner run actually gets a definite nod and the transit company wins that bid AND they put one of the buses in Stayner AND I take the full time position for it, I want it in writing that, seniority or not, nobody is running me over without a care about Billy without my consent to do so. I'm not going through this nonsense again now that I don't trust it wouldn't happen again.

The one driver and the office manager are still saying 'no, don't do it Patti' when it comes to me going back to the school bus, but seriously? I'd be gone in a heart beat. The transit boss said to me one day last week that all the other drivers are upset at what 'she' did to you. I just told him, while that's nice to hear, it don't mean shit in the long run as nothing is going to be done about it. He then says 'I wanted to keep you on the morning shift'. So why didn't you? You could have, you know. No, Patti. She's got seniority over you. Yeah, and if the bosses had any balls, they would have seen the unfairness of it and told her that she made her choice in April and she's stuck with it.

I tell you, I wonder why I don't get handed a pink slip some days. Guess it comes down to I spent too many years as someone's door mat and I am sick and tired of it and don't want to do that game anymore.

And while all this has been going on, and I have been real upset about it, the driver that instigated this mess asked another driver about why Patti seems to be so upset. The other driver told her that 'Patti is just a sensitive type person'. Well, sure. I'm sensitive to being forced out of a convenient shift for Billy to one that is not convenient. But sensitive ? hmmmm

Last Tuesday, the boss comes to me and said he got a couple of customer complaints about me. What did I do this time ? Well, there was a call saying I don't seem to be very friendly. What ?? I'm very nice and friendly when they get on the bus. I'll say 'good morning', ask them how they're doing. Talk about the weather. All nice and friendly. Even wish them a 'good day' or a 'great day' or even an 'awesome day' when they get off. All nice and friendly. Then he goes on to say that he got a complaint that I'm not very talkative. WHAT ?? Oh for Pete's sake. I'm concentrating on my job !! If the customer wants to talk, they talk and I'll contribute to the conversation. Otherwise, I'm no chatty Cathy, that's for sure. He said he just told them that I'm 'reserved'. *rolls eyes*

So I'm sensitive and reserved. And trouble with a capital T still lol

The driver that wants days got on the bus one day in mid-switch and asked if John talked to me yet. About what? Friday. What about Friday. You and I are switching shifts. We are? Yep, I can't work Friday night. Funny, I told John two weeks ago I can't work Friday night either. She was not happy. Guess she made plans and wanted the morning shift as it is a statutory holiday and a great pay day for anybody working it. Screw that. I'm not switching and losing the pay for it. Told her 'guess the boss will just have to cover your run' (lol). I sent an email to the boss, the Prez, and the office manager saying I would not switch with her as it is my last week of mornings and I want to finish it !! Guess she tried her darndest to force the switch,so I met up with a very unhappy driver at 2 on Friday.

So last Thursday, when I pull into the yard to swap with this 'senior' driver, I saw something and got mad about it. The truth of why she's throwing her seniority weight around and shoving me onto afternoons. She's got one of the public works men as a boyfriend and he works days !! Won't tell you what immediately went through my head as it wasn't very nice, but still. For a boyfriend? I had customers on the bus .. three of them .. and I had been pleasant all day to the customers and had even asked these particular ones if they minded I just went to the yard to switch with the other driver as I was running late, so no, I was not upset with them at all. BUT when I saw what I saw and got mad, I threw my stuff out the door. Hey, it's my stuff right ? Anyhoo, the boss grabs me the next morning and said three people called him to complain about me throwing my stuff off the bus!! What ? Okay, human nature is that out of three people, maybe one will call, but not all three. And now that we know that this boss lies half the time and BS's the other half, I do wonder if the driver called him and none of those customers called. I see the one on a fairly regular basis, so I will have to apologize and in such a way as to possibly find out if they did call or not.

It's all been a royal pain in the patoot and a tad stressful. Why can't they just let me do what's best for Billy AND do my job too? Why do they insist on screwing everything up ?

Oh, I told the boss that I wanted the one drivers Sunday shifts when he goes on holidays to keep me as full time status, but that's only until the next statutory holiday happens in early August. I'll get paid for it without working it. But I'm still not signing any paperwork putting me back to part time status until I know for sure what is going on. The Prez will be back in August and meeting up with a driver's spouse. I soooo want to be a fly on that wall. I hope he meets with me/us as well.

I AM WOMAN !! HEAR ME ROAR .... ERRRR GROWL !!!

rofl

So now I'm wondering ... What are the celebration dates my friends choose to partake in? Mine is July 1st. My American friends is July 4th. What is yours ?

So now I'm wondering ... What are the celebration dates my friends choose to partake in? Mine is July 1st. My American friends is July 4th. What is yours ?

Happy 4th of July to my American neighbours. Hope you have a happy and a safe one !!

Happy 4th of July to my American neighbours. Hope you have a happy and a safe one !!